I just wanna feel, Will (19)

I don’t know exactly when it started but like around my junior year in high school I started caring less about stuff and it got me in lots of trouble in almost every part of my life. I started becoming detached. Fast forward to now I’m 19 but I still feel like I’m going through the motions like everything is good when I’m doing stuff and distracted but as soon as I have time to reflect I realize I haven’t felt any real feelings for pretty much anything in the past 3-4 years, the strongest emotions I feel now are pain and sadness everything else is a fake it till you make it type scenario. And it gets worse every time I think about it

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