The first time I was sexually assaulted I was a freshman. I trusted him and he violated me. I would hang out with him during the day and cry myself to sleep at night being gross inside my own body. When I told him he said he didn't rape me so he didn't do anything wrong. I convinced myself he was a good guy so I hated myself instead. I still go to school with him. I had to see him every day for four years after. you are not alone. It is YOUR body and no one has the right to violate you.