I feel useless in life. I don’t have a purpose. I never found a purpose. Everything I do is always wrong. I go through a hard time with school, and school work. I try my best to pay attention but I never end up actually focusing. It’s hard for me. I sometimes just cry out of nowhere. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. Whenever I think I do something right it ends up wrong in the long run. I don’t feel like trying anymore. Everything seems so peaceful when your dead.