Throughout high school I have found myself in 8 failed relationships all with the same type of structure and same ending. Even if it’s not my fault I take it personally as if I’m not good enough or I’ll never be good enough for them. It puts me in and out of depression and suicidal thoughts. I can be happy alone but deep down there’s an empty space waiting for someone to fill. I wish that I could just find someone who cares about me the way I do about them.