top of page

My struggle with homophobia while being homosexual, Anonymous (17)

Ever since I was a young kid I have had this innate hatred for gay people, but it's not what you think. I've known for a while that I might be gay, but if there was one thing I knew for sure is that I would hate to be gay. I hate everything about gay people from the way they dress, to the way they talk. But I do the same thing. I use the word "fag" and "faggot" almost 10 times a day, but I hate to be called it. I enjoy going to the Castro to make fun of all of the LGBTs, but on the way home, I listen to rex orange county and cry. I hate gay people, but I hate hating gay people more. Does anyone else feel this way? I just want to be loved and love. Can anyone offer some advice on how to stop my extreme and intense homophobic tendencies? #LGBTQBABCDA

94 views

Recent Posts

See All

Finding myself, Anonymous (16)

Hi guys, I am 16. I am currently struggling with finding myself. I don’t know who I am, mainly in terms of sexuality. I know I am a girl. I have a crush on this girl at school and have given some hi

Self Help, Anonymous (15)

Sometimes I struggle to love and take care of myself. I end of prioritizing my grades and extracurriculars rather than myself. However, lately I've realized that this is my one and only body and that

An authentic personal statement, Anonymous (17)

hi so ive been writing a lot of college essays and like yeah technically they’re about me and who i am but like honestly they’re just not really. they’re about who colleges want me to be, not who i am

bottom of page